其實我不快樂

December 26th, 2008 by PT

Linda 這專輯雖說不上是頂級的﹐可是還是有水準. . . 我覺得整體上比林峰的好 = = 其中兩首廣東歌曲[一人晚餐]和[二人世界]都是國語版的cover. . . 值得一提的還有Linda作曲的[過山車]. . . 值得買. . . 值得買. . .

離別你不經異地     想工作暗天暗地
直到可困倦沉睡     不掛念你
情願我呼天叫地     總好過這麼顧忌
害怕走往日場地     倘碰著你會撐不起

和誰在一起都用來共你相比
就算了不起只可做到我知己
誰若寄望替代你最尾都要放棄  只能退避
和誰在一起很自然共你相比
就算遊戲笑著也未快樂得起
難道我這麼寄望有天可失憶     找到轉機
其實我很不快樂      想躲進暗黑街角
淚盡可痛快地流落   不知哪日會對愛再有感覺

和誰在一起都用來共你相比
就算了不起只可做到我知己
誰若寄望替代你最美都要放棄  只能退避
和誰在一起很自然共你相比
就算遊戲笑著也未快樂得起
難道我這寄望有天可失憶        找到轉機

和誰在一起都用來共你相比
就算了不起只可做到我知己
誰若寄望替代你最尾都要放棄  只好退避

和誰在一起很自然共你相比
就算遊戲笑著也未快樂得起
難道我在寄望有天可失憶       
難道這份記念如像空氣
欠缺就會死

Some memories plus a 13hr prayin ritual. . .

December 24th, 2008 by PT

Was still flippin thru Ting’s stuff when i came across lots of things. . . and one that astounded mi was these 2 online articles, dated back in 1995, where i saw my uncle’s name. . . i tot its juz a coincidence tat the name was same, i had no idea wat company my uncle was in, til i saw tat phone number and its realli him!!

http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0EIN/is_1995_Nov_20/ai_17769728

http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0EIN/is_1995_July_13/ai_17239946

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Lookin back to tat Sunday where the famili, well, perhaps i shld onli say the 4 of us went thru an almost 13 hours of prayer ritualsfor our deceased famili members. . . the Chee famili were in Japan, Low famili in Canada, a certaiin Tan famili tat has estranged from the rest of us. . . which leaves onli the Sim famili, my famili. . .

In Chinese perspective, when a daughter is married out, they belong to the husband side of the famili. . . in the past years, great grandma (my mum’s mother’s mother) has been “housed” in the same tablet as my grandparents (mum’s side) and it was deemed wrong. . .

The ritual was to “move” the tablets from the current location and “re-house” them properly. . .

Watever happened back then from grandpa’s funeral to grandma’s and to the watever was never the childrens issue. . . yet, some things are juz beyond wat we call simple. . . trying to convince ur mother who is a buddhist to listen to christianity at her deathbed is an unthinkable thought. . . at the veri least, i tink any sane person would never do it. . . y cant they juz let the elderly leave peacefully?

Skipped the rest, and we come to the weddin of the Tan famili several years back, after grandma has passed on. . . aside the food part was horrible which tasted like some cheapo food, it was almost tat we were treated like some passerbys. . . it was slightly less than 10 tables, and yet, if we never asked to be introduce, i tink we will never be introduced to the bride who was so call my cousin in law huh?

One thing i could never understand is y would tat Tan famili refused to sign the agreement for the tablet to be moved? In any case, i am veri doubtful tat they have went to the temple to pray to grandparents since they left us. . .

Anyway, watever it is, i hoped not to see this famili. . . there are some ppl tat i juz dun wanna meet. . . for watsoever reasons. . .

Back to the ritual day. . . it was super tiring. . . i tink i could hear my knees go CRACK! it was no joke, kneelin, standin, walkin, runnin for 13hrs = = yes, there was a runnin part, and it was runnin in circles, i tot i might even collapse onto the paper wall >.< the prayers were in veri chim hokkien wif some jokes and stories in between, couldnt understand all but could grasp some of it. . . like wat aunti says, grandma would probably enjoyed them. . .

The tons and tons of bags full of incense paper (it reminded mi of Egham stickin it all over the offis during CNY! HAHAHAHA), joss sticks tat makes ur fingers go red. . . the loads of food for prayin which ended in the ends of foreign workers and the usual prayers and music. . .

I couldnt exactly remember the exact year the famili members have passed on, all i remembered was great grandma left when i was 9, the year i would say, my life took a little turnin point, perhaps the point where it determined how my life would have been. . .

The ritual was for 5 of our famili members. . . i realised even if it was back then when everyone was still around, we never had dinner together on the same table. . . tat round table was too small for everyone, the kids always get to eat first, grandma’s steamboat wif her usual ngoh hiang and prawn thingy was our favourite. . . i always remember uncle choon hock fannin the charcoal steamboat. . . now, if tat table was still around, it probably could fit everyone now. . .

Some pix. . . plz dun click the link if u r not comfy. . . to some, it may juz be “inauspicious”. . .
http://flickr.com/photos/pltang/sets/72157611491164593/

傻小子

December 23rd, 2008 by PT

遇過太多人 很吸引
偏偏不相襯
沒惻隱心 摧毀以往的愛恨
常令我 被稱作坏人

負過太多人 今天我
變了受害人
用虔誠來待你 任旁人來揭秘
形象太錯太坏 怎可愛得起

傻小子 妄想找到优美開始
要你看穿這心意 卻跌一跤很諷刺
來又去 仍是不可篡改天意
只可領受報應 被你進攻流血不止
傻小子 最終剩低只有羞恥
看見你走不得已 要挽你手卻太遲
緩慢腳步 掩飾不到我心事
當一切沒有意義 埋藏著我所有往事
再次面試

我和阿嬌都在等待一個机會

December 22nd, 2008 by PT

很久沒有update blog了, 想我嗎? 哈哈哈. . . 先來一段新聞. . .
http://ent.sina.com.cn/s/h/2008-12-22/01552305904.shtml
我也在等待一個机會. . . 等待著阿嬌. . .

Now. . . this jacket look nice man. . . price also nice = =
http://www.shopadidas.com/product/index.jsp?productId=3060671&shopGroup=R&cp=2039765.2019616&colorId=

Anyway. . . been realliiiiiiii buzi. . . letz see if i can still recap = =

1. Major hoo-ha over the air tix thingy. . . finalli got it settled after a big commotion. . . well, kind of >.<

2. Celebrated min bdae. . . 你終於長大了 XDDDDDDD

3. Finalli got my macbook. . . now all i need is to upgrade the ram. . . if i can ever find those spare rams i got = =

4. Met the SPH peeps for our annual dinner. . .

5. Got Ting her bdae pressie. . . i hope she get tat thingy for mi too :p

6. I finalli met Angela Yang after N years. . . so when u gonna bring us to ur new house? hee. . .

7. Completed the ritual. . . finalli!!! shall update abit on tat when i am back. . .

And lastly. . . 我竟然在年底被逼放假 = = 我今年出國次數還算多的, 怎還會剩下9天咧. . . 所以, 我現在就在休假囉. . .

Oh. . . yeah yeah, I gotta to buy these stuffs too. . .
– Milo – 3 in 1 – 6 bags
– Japanese Green Tea bags – 3 boxes
– Lipton Jasmine Teabags – 2 boxes
– File binders
– Files

It makes mi tink i am a mini supermarket XDDDDDDDDD

My year end project. . . summary of 2008 for my blog. . . n remember. . . my blog is moving location in 2009 ^_^

I wonder wats wif HK these 2 weeks. . . at least 8 frens of mine are in HK now. . . okie, tat excludes the peeps tat usualli return durin this time >.< will fate let us meet? lolx. . . nope, i hope not XD

Darling, can we meet this weekend? Kino is havin 20% discount storewide for members til 29th. . . heehee. . .

So i am away. . . dun bother to find mi, heehee. . . cya soon!!!

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